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| User: | deep_with_in_me (6278027) Its hard to ignore your past, when it holds the best memories!
There's just too much that time cannot erase |
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| Location: | Toronto, Canada | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| E-mail: | mariemoniz@hotmail.com | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Bio: |  I have 4 beautiful adult children. I have 2 gorgeous cats,  and I have 5 lovely grandcats These are my riches.   I love my husband... did I mention I love my kids?? I do,very much!  and my cats  and grandkitties too!  I also love my family, friends, babies,jokes,and laughing. I'm always itching to do something, be it crafts, scrapbooking or writing. I think a lot about the past and I get sad. I love hugs and kisses too I hate mean people. I don't like people to call me only when they need something. *HUGS* TOTAL! give Sambucaqueen more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own
 No amount of time can erase the memory of a good cat, and no amount of masking tape can ever totally remove his/her fur from your couch. ~Leo Dworken
 The Crab June 22 to July 22 Traditional Cancer Traits Emotional and loving Intuitive and imaginative Shrewd and cautious Protective and sympathetic On the dark side.... Changeable and moody Overemotional and touchy Clinging and unable to let go Being A Cancer is Love.   .........and so that pretty much describes me. I wear my heart on my sleeve, I have lots to say...sometimes my journal can be very long and whining. There will be days when I post one, others when I post many. I love quotes, so you will see a lot of those. Usually the quotes are meant for certain people. If I'm happy I'll post it, if I'm not I'll post it, If I think it I'll post it. For those who don't agree or dislike what I have to say please do not leave rude comments to me or my LJ friends. "This journal is my happy place" Otherwise, please keep your comments to yourself and leave my journal. Please and thanks!  Lips are Love.  My Favorite shows: People: Smallville, Clarke & Lana  One Tree Hill  Tim McGraw  In Memory of my dad ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} days_missedLive Journal dedicated just to him.  Manuel Umbelina who died July 13, 1999. The saddest day of my life, I write a lot about him. I want him to be remembered. I love him.
  I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you. ~Author Unknown  This hole in my heart is in the shape of him and on-one else can fit. Why would I want them to?"  They say sometimes the Lord giveth and taketh away. But often I have to wonder… Why does he have to do it with so much pain?  To recover, to me, sounds as if he were something that I need to "get over". He is not something to get over, he is someone to cherish and love. I will miss him all of my life and he will be with me all of my life, and I hope he will continue to be proud of me. Sorrow should not fill our souls, as we have memories. Memories of better times, when that spark was burning bright. Full of laughter and cheer, these times we shall hold dear. Time shall pass, hurts shall heal, but never,ever, shall we forget our Dad. Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal. ~From a headstone in Ireland Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. ~From the television show The Wonder Years  We do not need a special day to bring you to our minds; The days we do not think of you are very hard to find. We hold you close within our hearts and there you will remain, To walk with us throughout our lives until we meet again. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same. But as God calls us one by one the chain will link again. Never miss anyone from ur past, There's a reason why they didn't make it to ur future." Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay You learn to have the grief subside gradually but not totally leaving entirely. You learn to deal with the pain within yet to go on with the daily tasks that must be done. You learn to remember yet forget at the same time. Time can do so much but sometimes not enough. It is free choice on whether to let go or no, yet "let go" isn't the word to use. Death is hard to deal with... no one said it was to be easy... You can never let go of someone you love. You can only learn to live in the time that is given to you ... and remember that our loved ones would want us to live again. Amidst the sorrow, amidst the grief... that would gradually lessen but not subside completely. My dad is always in my heart, in my mind, a part of me. His wisdom will live on through my actions and through my words. The moment that you died, Our hearts split in two, The one side filled with memories, The other died with you. We often lay awake at night, When the world is fast asleep, And take a walk down memory lane, With tears upon our cheeks. Remembering you is easy, We do it every day, But missing you is a heartache, That never goes away. We hold you tightly within our hearts, And there you will remain, Life has gone on without you, But it never will be the same. For those who still have dads, Treat him with tender care, You will never know the emptiness, As when you turn and he is not there. | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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